I've never truly enjoyed a holiday. It's hard to enjoy yourself when all you think is how you look in a bikini, how much weight you might gain from the buffet, how every other person there is seeing you and judging your worth based on your looks.
Now I realise that life is too short to let our precious moments be clouded by insecurities. We should be able to laugh and love and explore and live unhindered by those negative voices in our minds.
So this time I am living, the best that I can, and shaking off all those body image demons that used to hold me back. And eating a hella lot of Reeses while I'm here